i've been feeling absolutely lethargy for almost the entire week so much so that I've made up my mind to sleep the weekend off when it finally comes around.

a couple of days ago i felt like the most misunderstood guy ever and i really hate that. its such a bother to have to clear up the misunderstandings.

i guess it's no surprise that when it comes to the works of a word-smith, i'm nothing short of a failure, and for that i hope we can all just brush it all aside(or all of you can just, fuck off).

i never liked confrontations.

i think the cafe, being smacked right in the middle of the library, is pure evil. all i had was a cookies & cream vanilla frappe, and its already hard to just walk by the cafe .

Labels: friday, friends, life, sleep

a simple dinner at the end of the day with an old friend kinda turned things round for the week...

i've been waiting for friday night to pop that dvd in, crank up the air con, and switch off the lights. having not finished it the last time on the return flight from taiwan, i figured 'a good year' was the kind of film i'd like to watch after the long week...

Labels: friday, movie

wmp: the diggs, recovery forever

i'm glad i'm doing what i do now for pay - no matter how measly, it buffers my bank balance - at the library. maybe it's the surroundings that evoke the kind of tranquility i doubt the hectic confines of the office, made up of cubicles after cubicles and only cubicles, will allow. or the piano that churns out piece after piece of music throughout the entire day of laze... ... .

it was friday and t'were throngs of people at suntec. we made a quick tour at the it fair before dinner and then for the show. leap year. i liked certain lines from the script but on the whole, the film didn't really strike any chords with me. or the rest of us for that matter.

then came saturday. it was an atrociously early morning in town. i picked out 'infinite crisis' from the shelves of kinokuniya. it was my last book with the soon to expire privilege card and it was a good one; i thought it was neat the way they have the superman from the golden age clash head on with the superman of todays comic books.

parallel realities is a wonderful yet scary thought.

sunday slipped by...

but i managed to finish up the last bit of the wing zero custom(a project i started even before the 'A' levels).

the new seagate freeagent desktop harddisk works great.

i need a new pair of shoes.

i've to realise the incoming salary is some delusion of great financial power...

Labels: friday, life

wmp: sum 41, with me



Not in picture: Lee Khong Wee(Safti MI), Choo Huimin(Australia, Canberra), Jack club & Jack Spade.

i haven't much to say really about the weekend. i guess sometimes when you wait so hard for something to come by it doesn't seem nearly as rewarding as it could have been.

last friday night i made my way to holland village after a short but well deserved nap to meet up with the rest of the vball gang. the erdinger went well with the company at harry's but when they decided to called it an end to the night i felt again that t'was something still amiss. like an agenda unfulfilled. i must have been too intoxicated perhaps but i eventually walked it off before hailing a cab. i look forward still to such gatherings, hoping something more will happen for all of us someday even though i'm not exactly sure what i'm talking about.

it was near three in the morning as i walked pass my brother's room when i got home. i could almost see pass the closed door; he would have been there at his computer clickin' his friggin' mouse like a mad man and wouldn't careless even if i were to open the door and step in and dance around him. i can't remember when all of us started shutting our doors.

i skipped a shower.

apart from a couple of episodes of my name is earl, i slept most of the saturday away.

the day at the beach on sunday got off to a bad start with bad weather but the 2 on 2 games more than made up for it in the end. the partnership with fe was supreme. i made an early move for a quick shower and rushed to jj's place where i made it in time for the second half of arsenals match against sunderland. it sounds unlike me but for the first time, i actually jumped out of seat a couple of times in agony whenever some footballer makes a blunder and probably remaining oblivious still to the difference the one more goal would have made to the value of a ticket. the take away for the night? it ain't always about having faith...

i got home dropped my bag, and told myself i would laugh the entire lousy week away, start the next day with a smile, even though i'm not quite good at that, and just get over the day, and then the week itself...

it's been good as far as for now...

turns out it's quite an entry actually. i guess i got carried away.

lol.

ciao.

Labels: beach, beer, friday, gessvball, go5, life, monday, nightlife, ns