wmp: everclear - wonderful

last night my senior invited me to join the inter-con vball competition again this year. i couldn't say yes. i wish i could. sleep didn't come easy with the rampant thoughts that followed. i spend an hour or so on bed tossing, thinking about my knee and how i used to be able to do so much more. one thing i can't and refuse to understand is how the doctors can’t seem to find the fault; makes things a hell lot more frustrating...

these days all i wish for are really just nights of deep sleep...

i had the weirdest dream a few nights back. of superheroes and ghosts. wasn't some wet dream but it was fantastic, really. so much so i felt like penning it down but i couldn't remember much of it. except that t'was a fleet of them up in the evening sky. green lantern, superman... the rest of the figures i guess were too far below to make out. and then everything appeared to be out from an rpg game. in the end upon waking up to the glare, i cld't really tell if i was really the guy who was running around when i tried to recall.

i've always found joy in fantasizing abt superheroes, ever since i was a kid who started watchin' tv.


so after a few nights and a full sunday at home i finally managed to finish the layout for this new journal. this wasn't the intended plan; i was waiting for the perfect picture to come along. something cinematic perhaps. and then build a theme around it. that picture didn't come along but i realise that perhaps some of the best pictures came from some of the best memories i had. thus, the montage. i couldn't get myself to change the font colors; orange is just awesome. and i didn't knew html/css would be so demandingly critical(i only had a peace of mind after the fine tuning was done today at work itself). so yeah... this is more or less it...

welcome.

Labels: bad knee, blog layout, dreams, sleep, superheroes