friday night. another night at home. as usual. right after AA201 project meet. and there's the AB213 meet tomorrow morning till evening. and many more to come next week. plus quiz and test. and presentations the following week. and exams in 3 weeks time. superb superb.

my foot, not so good. maybe its the 20 seconds of run to my car along the south spine. how pathetic. i went ahead to play volleyball that evening anyhow. it was the last training after all. wasn't about to let it get in my way. but i wonder how will it do in December when the fun really begins. i WAS very much looking forward to December. now the best i can do is be hopeful.

astronomy quiz, 8/15. no need to say more actually. ab214, not as bad. but i'm not sure what went wrong exactly. don't exactly understand her. it is ALL about the grades so don't ever tell me otherwise, please. not unless it really isn't.

did i mention? my beloved white adidas jacket has got yellow stains all over because of the dye from the orange towel!

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estranged was playing. the world was running.

the best runners clocked in at 30 over minutes. that is just insane.

350646 - 52'20"

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astronomy lectures makes you wonder about a lot of things. you begin by feeling like a speck of dust as you realise the universe out there. its magnificent... the constellations, the nebula, the supernova, the massive wonders of God. then you wonder if life really exists somewhere out there. or if Earth is on some sort of collision course already. with theories such as those of the big bang, sometimes you even wonder if there is a god...

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Verse Dm G C C
Chorus F G C Am, F G C C
(thanks to a friend for the chords)

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sometimes the things you want most elude you the most, too.

i haven't felt this way since primary school when the guy whom i had a long bad feud with trashed all my freaking exercise books. or when the bunch of 'friends' set me up to steal half my deck of magic cards which i coughed 50 bucks out from almost nowhere to buy. all that happened more than ten years ago but maybe i remember precisely because of the immense feelings i had in my gut back then.

i guess somewhere along the way, someones bound to fuck you up and its up to you how much of yourself you wanna continue to waste away. i've wasted a few good minutes typing these and a good amount of glycogen stores just thinking about it and fuming. i could already be done with reading my article and be on my way to bed for fucks sake. its not as though i've not tried at all to let this all go and it almost seems that the only way it could possibly end is if i get to beat the beat the living day lights out of him but i will continue to try, nonetheless. if i wait long enough, i may actually just grow to become unfeeling about it...


So is that what you call a getaway?
Tell me what you got away with,
Cause I've seen more spine in jellyfish.
I've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids.
Have another drink and drive yourself home.
I hope there's ice on all the roads,
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt,
And again when your head goes through the windshield.

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