its two and a half hours into september. half an hour to three. i hope to be in bed by then. just a little more to go with the tutorial. just in the time for tomorrows morning class. you know, i used to think i was good at numbers. until i took on financial management. the pace of life has indeed kicked in. i find myself up in the wee hours flipping textbooks & notes, scribbling cursives i've never scribbled before, eyes half shut, oblivious to the ghosts of block thirty nine, and i wonder if this is really worth it, and how i would fare for the semester. and i continue to embrace the sleepless week.

i like to think of beginnings. they're always special, aren't they?

to those who've wandered in here yet again for reasons i cannot conceive, be good and goodnight.

"cheer up everybody! 'cause the shit hasn't even started yet."

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