wmp: jay solo, my place

forbidden kingdom is freaky. gate of no gate. wtf?

i feel better than usual this morning even though probably the entire night was spent in the dreaming. i dreamt of being at the deeper waters but not too far away still from what looks like the shore of tinggi island with a couple of good friends. the boats had a way of sinking and miraculously come back afloat.

i was in primary school when our family made the trip to tinggi island and i guess why i remember so clearly is because of the dark waters that i couldn't really see the bottom to even though the water seemed clear. i was on a canoe and kinda challenged myself to paddle far offshore. it was erriely quiet out there when the crashing waves grew soft behind.

that was how i remembered it anyway.

quite frankly still, the thought of scuba diving unnerves me on so many levels. its so unnaturally quiet down below. i can't exactly describe this fear of being out of my own element but nobody seem to be able to relate. there're a whole lot of people out there who're dieing to scuba dive and i wonder whats wrong with them. haven't they watched 'jaws'?


dates i've marked down on the calendar...

260408 (am) ‘Breaking The Millionaire Code’ Seminar by Thomas Matthew
260408 (pm) sj's 21st birthday party
300408 iron man movie release (i wldn't miss this for the world)
010508 pay day/hsiang fa's return
010608 felix's 21st birthday
140608 kw's comm parade
260608 huimins return
280608 singapore's toy convention @ suntec city

Labels: dreams, fears, movie