23-25.

and so its christmas time again. somehow its my favourite season of the year. there is something about giving that i'm becoming accustomed to. i remember how i used to stay home when i was a kid on those rainy decembers, watch 'home alone' on channel five, and laugh my little ass off...

i must say what a semester it has been. its tempting to sleep ten hours a day and watch clouds all day. but this holiday i've been dedicating the bulk of my time to all my friends & family and of course the love of my life. 'cause actually, i do know that the new semester ahead is that past semester all over(or worse?).

dreadful.

i should stop sounding like a wuss.

its been good so far. three weeks left to savour...

you know i really don't mean to make this a gloomy place again. but tonight something just snapped. it seems things have a funny way of going wrong all over again and again and again...

"someday i'll wake up not so lost in my own tragedy..."

"Ali said even the greatest gotta suffer sometime..."

wmp: the darkness, love is only a feeling

my mum opened the bedroom door slightly and said goodnight while i was on the phone with the lights off. it stirred a whole lot of emotions from within me. i can't help but ask myself where i've been? out mostly(or so it dawned upon me). of late, occupied with what they dub mugging. if not, just trying to have the time of my life. this semester has been especially demanding in many ways. the pace is almost feverish. i've not been home much. its a sad thought. a tragic realisation. i think i can appreciate my family a little more despite the other heavy pursuits which i may have in mind. and i will endeavour to do just that.

and so t'was the first paper(AB113) in a long while. since the A's? not so good. i need badly some saving grace.

there've always been a calm about the rain i can't get enough of.

g'nite.

wmp: rockstar supernova

here i am. screaming the lyrics. along with the chugging guitars and hard drums.

it actually feels kinda good to be done with AB114 though i'm rather apprehensive about the final grade. i have doubts of clearing the semester with a GPA of something above 4 but i try not to let it get to me. not too much at least.

so here i am. had lunch with the tutorial group. it was nice. briefly went down to cut the birthday cake with kenai. they're just awesome.

wmp: norwegian recycling, the liebe song

i have never asked for anything more than what i gave.

could that be it...? no. i don't know.

the day was of a general lethargy. uneasiness. wistful. of the repercussions. of what beholds.

this semester has been hard. and fast.

i just wanna experience that bit of flow once more. i wanna get away...

i have made a list of things i wanna do this december.. it starts off with '1. sleep'.

its exciting, thinking of the celebration, x'mas, new year.

should be good.

or so i hope.

AA101. here i go.