you know i really don't mean to make this a gloomy place again. but tonight something just snapped. it seems things have a funny way of going wrong all over again and again and again...

"someday i'll wake up not so lost in my own tragedy..."

"Ali said even the greatest gotta suffer sometime..."

wmp: the darkness, love is only a feeling

my mum opened the bedroom door slightly and said goodnight while i was on the phone with the lights off. it stirred a whole lot of emotions from within me. i can't help but ask myself where i've been? out mostly(or so it dawned upon me). of late, occupied with what they dub mugging. if not, just trying to have the time of my life. this semester has been especially demanding in many ways. the pace is almost feverish. i've not been home much. its a sad thought. a tragic realisation. i think i can appreciate my family a little more despite the other heavy pursuits which i may have in mind. and i will endeavour to do just that.

and so t'was the first paper(AB113) in a long while. since the A's? not so good. i need badly some saving grace.

there've always been a calm about the rain i can't get enough of.

g'nite.

wmp: rockstar supernova

here i am. screaming the lyrics. along with the chugging guitars and hard drums.

it actually feels kinda good to be done with AB114 though i'm rather apprehensive about the final grade. i have doubts of clearing the semester with a GPA of something above 4 but i try not to let it get to me. not too much at least.

so here i am. had lunch with the tutorial group. it was nice. briefly went down to cut the birthday cake with kenai. they're just awesome.